
i started this blog about a year ago. sometimes i reneg on the posts. i get embarrassed knowing that i put it up for me, but that others are looking in. or that maybe others are looking in. i don't really know if it is happening. but the possiblity is convincing enough.
it's the nature of blogs. constantly oscillating between the personal and the public world. i don't know who you are but i know you're there. you're kind of a ghost, you know?
today's post happens before my walk. you who read this know that i am going for walk, but you won't know what i'll be thinking or feeling or be. my walk will be for me.
when i first started drawing comics and going to shows, everyone wanted to be friends. artists, cartoonists, writers, retailers, publishers, distributors and fans. whatever, it didn't really matter what the labels were. it was just one big party all the time. what fun times.
and those who were young are now growing old. folks move on. furthering themselves in their missions, furthering themselves away from everyone.
even though you are leaving me, i can still see you. i can see your back, the part with no face. and if you can sense it, you might see mine. we can be ghosts in each others worlds.
i'm behind you all. can you hear what it is i'm saying?
i'm saying: "bye-bye, and good luck"
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